朝鮮人って本当に挑戦人なんですね Hello Dr. Park, well to start off, i'm korean. i guess. i mean i was born there and lived there till i was 5, at which point i immigrated to the states with my family. i grew up in the middle of wasp america, with little to no contact with other koreans. i returned to korea as a student at the age of 19, which started the worst two and a half years of my life. i can honestly say that i hate korea. i hate it. i couldn't stand koreans. the rudeness, the hypocrisies, the stupidity. hey, don't get me wrong,every person of every race and nationality suffers from that at one point but the frequency with which the koreans seem to indulge in that behaviour astonished me. people used me to practice their english. people bumped into me in the streets. people treated me with less respect than i've been treated anywhere in the world. and i've been to many countries. i went to university there. sogang university. a perfectly respectable institution, where i had to fight with professors because they felt threaten by me. i couldn't smoke in the streets,because apparently koreans are still in the middle ages, when it comes to the subject of women doing anything. people gave me dirty looks walking down the street with my caucasian boyfriend. it got to the point where,
Hello Dr. Park, well to start off, i'm korean. i guess. i mean i was born there and lived there till i was 5, at which point i immigrated to the states with my family. i grew up in the middle of wasp america, with little to no contact with other koreans. i returned to korea as a student at the age of 19, which started the worst two and a half years of my life. i can honestly say that i hate korea. i hate it. i couldn't stand koreans. the rudeness, the hypocrisies, the stupidity. hey, don't get me wrong, every person of every race and nationality suffers from that at one point but the frequency with which the koreans seem to indulge in that behaviour astonished me. people used me to practice their english. people bumped into me in the streets. people treated me with less respect than i've been treated anywhere in the world. and i've been to many countries. i went to university there. sogang university. a perfectly respectable institution, where i had to fight with professors because they felt threaten by me. i couldn't smoke in the streets,because apparently koreans are still in the middle ages, when it comes to the subject of women doing anything.
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people gave me dirty looks walking down the street with my caucasian boyfriend. it got to the point where, i could understand why people would commit murder. i thought i would lose my sanity, so i did the smart thing. i left. i left the love of my love. and i left. now i'm back in the states. and everytime i hear koreans in the street or at school, that rage overwhelms me all over again. i can tell people till i'm blue in the face that i'm american, but everyone will still see my korean face. i can't get around it. i'm korean. so what do i do to let go of that anger. how do i get to a point where i can see a korean face and not seeth with rage. i've read all those cultural books, explaining why koreans act the way they do which may seem at odds with the cultural bias that i have. but i still don't get it. advice? ps. please don't take too personnally what i've just wrote about koreans. it's not so much individually, as koreans as a whole. i honestly do want to let go of this anger, and see that it's not koreans that are the problem, but me.